locohead

Trying very hard to deal with anger issues. or explosive side of me. It stems from disappointing and frustrations. lack of patience even, Been amazing for a month. feeling on cloud 9. been trying hard not revert to old customs. trying to keep it going as long as i can. to see the world with new eyes. So far so good. The future really is in ones hands. the world around comes down to your perception of it.

HAHA i just realized i wrote about a year ago. anyway nothing new. been kinda of happy and at peace lately . trying to maintain it. i wished i could go back in time and tell myself 2 years ago "what the hell was i thinking"!!!! i must have been on some nutty spell. Life is soo much better and more fun than all that crap and drama. So here i am a dreamer about to step up and rise ever higher than i ever have been. I been promised wonder and amazing experience and well lots and lots of money. I am so looking forward to that. Work: i became partners. have no idea what exactly it means but def persuades me to stick around and experience it.

I wonder what the next month will bring. everything seem to be fitting into place. its all hopeful. I guess as i see myself going through this road or small adventured i still don't know the overall destination but i know i will get there with experiences to forever guide me to what i am supposed to become. "sometimes the universe knows better what will make you happy in the end." I don't usually write journals but i think i like to check back on this and reflect what i was going through in life. Kinda has become more personal than dictating projects i am currently working on. So as long as people do what they say they are going to do an